Milestones

Assalamulaikum wbt...

I just came back fom Royal Melbourne's Children Hospital. I visited a new Muslim revert, from new zealand who met with an accident and lost her belongings and now her daughter is in ICU. Her name is Summayyah. She is very strong, subhanallah.It was raining really heavily and it was really cold like winter just now. And it was just the right time for me n my friends to lose our way! Then we muhasabah ourselves, and renewed our intentions to make sure it was lillahi ta'ala. Maybe that's why Allah made us lose our way. But alhamduillah, we arrived there safely. She reverted to Islam after she visited Malaysia. But nothing in Malaysia actually made her make up her mind to be a Muslim, just that she wanted to get to know more about Islam after seeing so much news about it in tv. And there weren't much muslims in new zealand, so she thought that hey, Malaysia is a muslim country. Why not go there?

Anyway, i went in the ICU to see her son too. No wonder she didn't want to come in with us and could't bare to be with her son, i mean daughter. Not son, its her daughter. She was in critical condition. And just after we left, she gave us some news that she had a fit attack. I hope that's how you spell it. And she was realy refraining herself from crying, subhanallah. I wish I had a strong will like that. I thought only guys can afford to do that.

Allah really loves her. It's His way of saying I Love You. By pouring down trials after trials until one is free from sins. The prophets were the one most loved by Allah and they faced the worst trials. Subhanallah. It's a purification of the soul process. If we face hardships in this world, we will be released from hardships in the HereAfter, insha Allah. Sometimes Allah just loves to hear his servant make du'a to Him that He pours down trials just so that they will do so. And as usual, it is a fitrah for humans to remember Allah more when they are facing hardships. And Allah procrastinates from making the du'a reality so that He will be able to hear His servant's voice more, as He misses it - out of love. And it increases the servant's iman and remembrance for Allah. Subhanallah there is always hikmah behind everything. But humans are just impatient sometimes. One should always seek help through sabr and solat. May Allah ease every hardship of ours, insha Allah.

Allahumma yassir wala toassir.

posted by RR @ 9:53 PM