Milestones

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Punyalah malas saya nak buat kerja..sekarang pukul 1250am... susah jugak intro econometrics nih... Prerequisite untuk ana punya specialisation in economics,insha Allah. Petang tadi tutor Digital Systems, David suruh satu kelas berdiri di atas meja... pastu sorang2 kena jawab soalan baru dibenarkan duduk... dan student terakhir berdiri... agaknya tutor tu nak student tu duduk, dia pun kata "Ok i will ask you an easy question..." ..so kitorang pun ingat aperlah soalan yg senang tuh pasal Digital Systems... rupa2nya dia kata "What is my name...?"...tapi yg sedihnya...budak tu pun takleh jawab... satu kelas tergelakler masa tuh... termasuklah ana sekali.... geli hati betul... :)

Ana baru balik airport.... Amik kak yati.... tersesat sekejap kat tempat parking.. termasuk tempat yg kena bayar...20minutes $2..punyalah mahal...nasib baik keluar balik...

I think it's better if i slept first and then continued with my work, but i don't know whether i will be able to wake up ample time before my classes.... and i have to send the car back to the owner tomorrow before my class starts.. which is at 9am,... i might have to leave at 730am....coz Sydney Road is sooooooo jam during this time... almost kalah KL... tapi rasanya KL unbeatable.....

Erm oklah...nak sambung kerja sikit.... tidak boleh lalai...sungguhpun kebahagiaan hati ana tidak terletak pada studies, tapi itu suatu amanah..yg insha Allah akan Allah permudahkan untuk ana... harap2 Allah percepatkannya juga... bilalah nak terlepas daripada keterikatan nih.....

Okies...sambung keje dulu..wassalam.

posted by RR @ 1:09 AM 0 comments

Assalamualiakum warahmatullah...

Time time is now 4am...i am doing my tutorials..ana suka buat kerja awal2 pagi...kasi badan tidur dulu..bangun pukul 2-3am... boleh terus qiam dan menghadap buku...qiam sungguh penting untuk mengukuhkan jiwa... i still remember when i was in foundation... i used to wake up around this time to...3am..maybe 4am... qiam and then menghadap buku... that time i didn't exactly know the reason behind qiam..i just thought it gets more pahala... in surah muzammil, Allah says..

O thou folded in garments!
Stand (to prayer) by night, but not all night,-
Half of it,- or a little less,
Or a little more; and recite the Qur'an in slow, measured rhythmic tones.
Soon shall We send down to thee a weighty Message.
(Al Muzammil:1-5)

Why did Allah ask Muhammad pbuh to do qiamullail... and immediately after that He says that He is going to send down a heavy task on him... it's like Allah's telling Muhammad pbuh to prepare himself for a important duty, which will need a very strong inner soul, because he will be facing a lot of trials and tribulations...and how did Allah ask him to prepare for this ever so heavy task?...to do qiamullail...

We could also reflect this in our daily lives... if we think we are facing a lot of trials and tribulations..we should do qiamullail so that we dont break down so easily, insha allah. I have witnessed how strongly qiamullail can affect a person's behaviour... its amazing... they are just so strong... when afflicted with hardships, they don't grumble... but are patient... subhanallah.. may Allah let us be one of them...

Well, i would like to write really long...but i got an assignment due in a couple of hours time...hehe... rite.. insha allah i'll pen in something soon..

wassalamualaikum warahmatullah

posted by RR @ 4:32 AM 0 comments

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

Semalam ana tidur petang...5pm... bila sedar...tup tup dah pukul 930pm...punyalah lama ana tidur.... su tak kejutkan pulak... ler nak makan pun tak kejutkan... takper2... ana telah habiskan makanan semalam... sebab semua orang dahmakan... :D

I am in the lab right now... semester ni buat subjek software engineering principles and tools..nak tau apa ana belajar.... semua pasal UNIX...giler betul subjek nih.... the lecturer assumes that all the students know how to program and are fluent in the UNIX commands when he teaches... cuba bayangkan... u dont know anything about C at all.. and the lecturer is teaching you a subject..about how to program wisely is C... he is not teaching you how to program the C language... he assumes u know how to program it already...and is just teaching you good programming techniques... so basically u need to at least have some foundation basic in C before u can start to learn how good programming techniques.. like learning how to sew... you first learn how to sew.. but u may not sew very well.. maybe the threads might come out messy or u might make small thread rolls on the material... its only after u have gone thru this learning process of how to sew.. that's when a professional sewer(i m not sure if this word exits but u get my point..) comes n teach you how to make sure no mess is made when u sew... how to make your sewing patternns look neat n nice... you wouldnt be able to understand what the professional sewer is talking about if you didnt know how to sew at all before that...

Well programmers out there might get my point... i dont know any UNIX shell commands at all... and he teaches stuffs like we have at least some basic level of understanding, which we don't. Well i hope things will get much better..... :( I think guys have a larger thinking capacity..when it comes to these techy stuffs... i can never understand manuals in the man command.... their jargons are just tooooooo techy...yikes.... but there's nothing better i can do other than software eng..i dont like anything else much.. except for maybe commerce... its a pretty interesting course..but i am already doing that... so can't complain :'(

anyways...got to continue programming... spent 6 hours in from of the pc last night... i FINALLY realised how important contacts are in the computer field... i went online last night.. and i actually went in irc... i usually dont go in there bcoz i am interested in the environment in there.. its like guys n girls are mingling freely... anyway.. i went in irc.. and went in the #unix channel... and tadaaa.... i managed to get somebody to help me understand my course notes.. and i contacted old icq oversea friends who are experienced in the UNIX field... gosh didn't know they would mean so important to me now. i managed to understand like 2 scripts...in 6 hours..yup... but i learnt lots of stuffs somehow. i think i have to stay up late at night often coz its usually day there and night time in australia...thats when they are all online in the office. Allahumma yassir wala toassir....

Anyways...catch ya later..
Wassalam

posted by RR @ 1:57 PM 0 comments

posted by RR @ 1:56 PM 0 comments

Assalamualaikum wbt...

I am in the lab right now... tak boleh leka.. kelas sudah bermula... must learn how to manage my time well between my studies and my obligation towards my religion. I was going thru my past blogs yesterday... and deleted some blogs... but didnt edit any past ones though.. so they are still original..just the ones i deleted are the ones i dont want anybody to read.... anyways... a lot of memories flashed thru my mind... abt my past.. how i was constantly in a struggle with nafs... and truth... sometimes i win, sometimes i lose... but i never actually am able to reach the purest level of all... ihsan. Allah swt revealed a part of it to me during my foundation studies.. and i guess He wanted me to earn it myself.... i guess He has his way of doing it... by pouring down trials... one after the other... on me... either 2 things will happen... i will be too weak to face the trials.. and i will lose... kecundanglah katakan.. or either it is a self purifying process for me from all my sins... and to increase my taqwa... like how Allah swt gives one trials based on his or her iman... the stronger the iman, the stronger the trials...

Anyway.. just writing down a little today... got to continue with my lab stuffs... i honestly have no clue what the book says... but insha allah... i might get a rough idea soon... no worries mate...

wassalamualaikum wbt...

posted by RR @ 11:00 AM 0 comments

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lama juga ana tidak update website nih... Ana terlalu sibuk dengan rumah baru.. haritu ana punggah barang dgn hidayah dan kak ummu...3 van penuh...boleh buat kompeni memindah barang rasanya selepas praktis yg telah dilalui...ehehe... semalam... ana order satu wardrobe tuh... suruh si pakcik tu hantarkan pukul 330pm-4pm...tapi dia datang pukul 3pm... dahlah ana takde kat rumah masa tu... dia letak ajer depan pintu... so malam tu.. siaplah ana dgn housemate2 ana...su dan nini... mengangkat wardrobe yg besar giler tu ke dalam rumah... tgh-tgh 3 orang perempuan yg lemah lembut ni angkat barang... Allah swt memberi pertolongan kepada kita...dengan menghadirkan seorang pakcik ni .. come to the rescue.. pakcik tu nama george... dia neighbour kitorang yg duduk depan rumah kitorang ..yang kitorang tak kenal..yela kitorang baru beberapa hari ajer pindah kat situ.. dia datang dgn troli... subhanallah baiknya neighbourhood tuh...pastu datang pulak isteri dia dan beberapa neighbour lain... utk kenal mengenali ahli baru neighbourhood itu... kami bertiga lah.... alhamdulillah rasa tenang ajer duduk kat situ... berkat pakcik salami kot... pakcik salami tu landlord kitorang... dia org turki... baik sgt pakcik tu.. masha allah... dahlah kitorang takyah bayar bond... sebelum kitorang bayar apa2 dia sudah kasi kunci...bila kita dah settle down betul2 baru kitorang bayar.. pastu haritu dia kasi satu dulang penuh dgn anggur dan strawberi dgn cili... mungkin org turki biasa kasi cili kat guests... tak tau ler... tapi bagus jugak sebab cili kat ozzie ni mahal giler... dan semua org yg duduk sebumbung dgn saya mmg kuat makan pedas... :)

Banyak juga pengalaman yg sungguh manis berada di sini.. alhamdulillah. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan ana... agar dapat terus komited beristiqamah di jalanNya...insha Allah...

haritu ada masalah dgn komputer... teleponlah kawan ana kat malaysia... yg terror komputer... ana kenal dia lepas sekolah menengah.. sampai dia habis uni...dan sekarang dia tengah kerja... buat kompeni sendiri secara sambil-sambilan... dia kata dia akan suruh anak buahnya emelkan cara utk mengatasi masalah komputer ana... baru pagi tadi dapat email tu... kalut betul... dengan heading kompeni dia sekali... dan emel yg sangat formal daripada anak buahnya.. dengan position sekali kat bawah tu... dengan nama kompeni.... ish... aper pulak sampai macam ni... bukannya kitorang baru kenal...buat macam sgt formal pulak...kalut2.....

adik2 kat sini baik2 belaka... sayang adik2 melbourne... tak tahu bagaimana ingin melahirkan tanda kasih sayang akak... setakat menghilangkan kesusahan kat melbourne ni... bolehlah... tolong diorang pindah.. cari kan rumah... tapi akak kurang pandai berkata2lah adik2... akak tidak mantap... setakat menghilangkan kesusahan adik sikit2 kat bumi melbourne ni .. itulah yang terdaya buat masa nih... akak tak reti nak memberi kata2 semangat... akak rasa adik2 akan menjadi lebih mantap daripada akak..insha allah.... byk adik2 ada background agama yg sgt tinggi... akak ni siapalah.. sekolah mubaligh kristian dari kindergarten sampai sekolah menengah... tapi syukurlah Allah swt memberi taufiq dan hidayah kepada akak... setakat yg mampu ajer akak boleh sumbangkan ke jalan ini... kalau ada adik2 yg terasa dgn akak ke... minta maaflah....

oklah...akak kena start baca buku sikit..tak boleh leka... kelas sudah bermula...

wassalamualaikum wbt..

posted by RR @ 5:31 PM 0 comments